Religion

Hey guys!

I'm sorry for not being writing but with the end of the school, with final tests and stuff like that I couldn't.
So if you're interested about the books I've been reading, I already read the Fault In Our Stars (I finished it last week) and besides that I started and finished to read Looking For Alaska, also from John Green. I'll write about both books, telling my opinion.
Ham... What do you thought about BertieBertG's video that I posted last time? Did you like it? Tell me about it!

Well.. enough of shitty chat. I'm here today to write about religion. ATTENTION THIS IS JUST MY OPINION, NO NEED TO TAKE THIS PERSONAL!
From a long time that I'm thinking about this, and today I'll be talking specifically about Christians (just because here in Portugal is the predominant religion.).
Look, I admire the people who could trust their life to God, and beyond all failures in this history still believe and accept Jesus as The Son Of God. Really I don't have nothing against this! I only want to express my opinion about some stuff that bothers me.
I think having a religion is a positive thing, for me it means hope. Jesus, God and Bible are a representation of hope. I had this friend who had cancer, in those times I clung to religion. There was nothing I could do for her so (even not being Christian.) I held my self to God and asked him for help. With this I felt good, I had hope. Maybe there was God, and maybe he could hep her, and me. I wanted to believe that I needed to.
She died after 7 years fighting cancer. I lost all my hope and faith. Why would God do that to her? She was such a good person. 
Oh yes, I'm telling you. Once when the doctor told us that her cancer had no cure (months before she died) she left the hospital, took a bus and went to church. When I got there she was giving all her money, all her savings to a homeless. "What are you doing?" I asked her freaking out. "If I'm going to die, I'll die doing everything I can for not having more people having the same destiny as me. Not people who never do anything to deserve this." She answer really calm.
She was a good person.. Why the Hell would God do that to her? And it was there that I realised that God it's just hope and nothing more. It's a way to make you feel confident. Not a guy who's up there choosing what is going to do with your life. Only you can make that decision. Faith and hope and nothing more.

I'm sorry if this is depressing but I was needing to write this. I'll post something soon!

H & K,
- The Wolf


P.s. Happy Holidays! :D